I came across with these videos and found out this person Jason Sliva.
Jason Silva is Television personality, filmmaker, and performance philosopher( from Wiki)
I cannot really explain well, but some of his ideas just got stuck in my brain.
Language he uses is a bit difficult for me sometimes, but I admire how beautiful and enthusiastic he talks. and.. I had a huge crush on him:)
Something haunts me so badly, and I just feel the need to share this with someone..